There's been news. Great news. Exciting news. Pensive - apprehensive with potential to disappoint or make dreams come true kind of news. News I don't want to jinx by talking about it and yet I really want to tell. I'm awful with secrets - in the sense that I love spreading good news. Bad secrets I'll keep, but good ones could kill me - but I want to tell and I just can't because what if it comes to nothing? What if it's just the window opening and not the door to to the new path?
So giddy. So giddy. Must keep level head, though. Poker face. Stop smiling. Chill out. Chiiiillll.
Oh it's just so exciting! The possibilities!! I love possibilities and new roads!
Deep breath in. Not letting it go.